Savage Love: My quad relationship is on the rocks

Dan has advice for a gay guy in a complicated quad and a woman whose threesomes end in tears


Quad goals

I’m a thirtysomething gay man married to a thirtysomething gay man. For almost two years, we’ve been seeing a married gay male couple around our age. They were our first experience with any sexual or romantic interaction outside of our relationship. 

The first six months were hot and heavy. We were together constantly and had sex almost every night. After the honeymoon phase ended, one member of the other couple (“Roger”) wanted to slow things down. Roger and I had some conflict over this, and I have to admit that I showed a pretty bad side of myself while grappling with insecurity. Eventually, Roger pulled me aside to talk. He wanted us to be “friends who have sex sometimes.” 

Then, when the COVID-19 lockdown started, Roger and I had another heart-to-heart on my birthday. After many drinks and a lot of making out we both said we loved each other. Roger walked it back the next day. “I don’t know what you thought you heard last night,” he basically said, “but I’m not in love with you.” I was devastated. This isn’t what I want. I am in love with Roger and his husband. I don’t want to be “friends who have sex sometimes.” My husband is okay with just being friends, especially since their large friend group has adopted us and he worries we’ll lose all these new friends if I end our friendship with Roger and his husband. I would really like to talk this out with Roger, but I’m not sure I can get through that conversation without DTMFAing him. 

I mean, which was it? Were we a fun, sexy fling and nothing about the last two years mattered? Or was he in love with me but decided the conflict and complication of this relationship wasn’t worth it? Which was it?

Trouble In The Quad

Roger doesn’t want what you want.

That sucks and I’m sorry. But we’ve all been there. Falling for someone who doesn’t feel as strongly for us as we do for them, whether we’re dating as couples or singles, is painful. But that pain is an unavoidable risk. And while it may seem unfair that you can only have Roger in your life on his terms, that’s the reality. That’s everyone’s reality, TITQ, because loving someone doesn’t obligate that person to love us back or love us in the same way that we love them or want the same things we want. But Roger can’t impose his terms on you. If being “just friends” feels like an insulting consolation prize after what the last two years has meant to you, then Roger doesn’t get to be in your life. You can have terms too.

Backing up for a sec: You seem to believe that if the relationship mattered – if Roger and his husband loved you and your husband and vice-versa – then it wouldn’t have ended. That’s false. Something can matter and still end. Something can also matter more to one person than it did to another person. You don’t have to dismiss or minimize what the four of you had because Roger has decided that being in a quad with you isn’t what he wants.

If you’re hoping to get the quad back together, you’re going about it wrong. If Roger got cold feet due to the “conflict and complication” of being in a poly relationship, TITQ, then your best move is to avoid conflict and complication. If you think Roger told the truth on your birthday and lied the next day, then you need to demonstrate the kind of emotional maturity that makes you a more attractive partner to a person like Roger. And provoking a confrontation with him – staging a scene where you’re likely to dump a guy who has already dumped you – will have the opposite effect. It will only confirm for Roger the decision he has already made.

Your best strategy is to accept Roger’s offer of friendship and refrain from blowing up at him. You should tell him, just once and very calmly, that you and your husband would be open to getting back together with him and his husband. Best case scenario, the quad gets back together. Worst case scenario, you have some great memories, a bunch of great new friends, and maybe once in a while a hot foursome with Roger and his husband.

Two last things…

I’d love to see video of you showing your “bad side” to Roger. Given the way people tend to minimize their own shitty behaviour – all people do it, myself included – I’m guessing it was/you were ugly. If you’re prone to blowing up when you don’t get what you want, well, it’s understandable that someone who dislikes conflict and complication would get cold feet once the honeymoon phase ends. I’m not suggesting you’re toxic or unbearable‚ TITQ, only that different people have different tolerance levels for romantic conflict. But if what you want is for Roger to reconsider his decision, you might also wanna let him know you’re working on your approach to conflict. If you don’t want Roger to regret getting the quad back together and then quickly end things again – or for the next Roger or Rogers who come into your life to head for the hills after their honeymoon phases have ended – you’ll talk with someone who can give you the tools to better handle conflict.

Finally, TITQ, the other two men in this quad seem strangely inert – more like houseplants than husbands. You have nothing to say about how Roger’s husband feels and very little to say about how yours does. Is Roger’s husband interested in keeping the quad together? Besides not wanting to lose some new friends, does your husband give two shits? Because even if Roger decides he wants back in, TITQ, and that’s a big if, your revived quad won’t last long if your houseplants – sorry: your husbands – aren’t just as invested as you are.

Triple threat

The man I’m seeing is the first person I ever opened up to about my bisexuality. Over our first year together, we had several threesomes, but we both became uncomfortable with them and one day he told me he could not have that kind of sex with a woman he cares about. We quarantined together and he felt COVID-19 had forced us to rush things. We decided to spend less time together to focus on our careers, which had both taken a hit. 

Now we only see each every two weeks or so. I thought it could be fun to reconnect and do some more threesomes. He agreed but asked me to handle things. I found us some amazing girls. But as in the past, our threesomes led to problems. I feel threatened, he feels jealous. We fight, I cry, he gets angry and acts like an asshole. 

I’m very insecure, depressed, and have spent years in therapy. The threesomes feel like too much but we have great sex when we talk about other women. Is there any way we can make this work? 

Lost Into My Emotions

I feel really sorry for the women you two are having threesomes with.

Even if you’re doing your very special guest stars the courtesy of waiting until they leave to break down in tears, LIME, and even if your boyfriend is polite enough to wait until they’re gone before acting like an asshole, these women are most likely picking up on the tension and may feel conflicted about the sex after they leave. If you’re having these meltdowns and blowups in front of these women, LIME, they definitely leave feeling terrible and may worry they did something wrong when it’s you two who are doing something wrong: continuing to have threesomes despite knowing they never end well. 

While I don’t think a woman should waste her time (or pussy) on a man who tells her he can’t have “that kind of sex,” i.e. sex she enjoys, with a woman he cares about, I can understand why you might want to keep seeing this guy. (COVID-19 is making it hard to find new partners.) But you should stop doing the thing that doesn’t work – having threesomes – and do the thing that does work instead: talking dirty to each other about other women. And if you still want to get with women, LIME, do it solo. He doesn’t need to be there for you to enjoy an amazing girl.

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